live not the Hand-Me-Down dreams

this blog's getting rusty these days.probably its of the new school year.
workloads,exams ahead,pressure..god, this year is where we all have to work our butts off for all our major exams.i hate to face this reality.exams are never really my thing.
& blogging..haha.not my thing either.took me some time to figure out how this works.im not that computer dummy anymore! (:

I was reading through my testimonials you guys wrote for me,or must i say..i make you people write for me before summer school ends. I cannot wince in shock, nor smile indulgently . Because all these are still real, and fresh in my mind. Its just that.. I find it easier to not focus on foolish things anymore.
Simply put, yesterday doesn’t seem to be filled with regrets and dark colors anymore. Its the past, and its over and done with.
I was wondering, what if we have no yesterdays to fall back on?
Imagine, if only we have just one day in which we lived and died - how precious every second will be. Or rather, just knowing you’ll die today at the eleventh hour.
Just one day: No time for silly disputes, unwanted feelings, ugly thoughts. Pure and simple, striving to be the best that I possibly can.
Another thing that’s been bothering me: talking as though I know where I’m going. But in actual fact, I’m just marching towards the end of the line with no possible path in sight after I cross it. Shrugs.
enough of my ranting.alright.i better get to bed soon enough for chinese tuition tomorrow.*yucks*

xoxo
carmen-licious/(i hate to say it) indon